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28.1.05
Nicole Nordeman : Why
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We rode into town the other day, just me and my Daddy. He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe? I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's going to cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys-Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy, boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out, I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:
And it said: Father why are they screaming. Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows. Father please can't you do something? I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size, Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die? When will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know. But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I've heard your unbearable cry. The power in your blood destroys all of the lies, soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father's side. Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.


go to, then; your considerate stone.
10:19 AM
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26.1.05
Bright Eyes : I'm Wide Awake It's Morning
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The sun came up with no conclusionsFlowers sleeping in their bedsThe city's cemetery's hummingI'm wide awake, it's morningAnd I have my drugs, I have my womanThey keep away my lonelinessMy parents, they have their religionBut sleep in separate housesI read the body count out of the paperAnd now it's written all over my faceAnd no one ever plans to sleep out in the gutterBut sometimes that's just the most comfortable placeSo I'm singing, drinking, breathing, writingEveryday I'm on the clockMy mind races with all my longingsBut can't keep up with what I gotSo I hope I don't sound too ungratefulWhat history gave modern menA telephone to talk to strangersMachine guns and a camera lensSo when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothingYou know it's best to join the side that's gonna winAnd no one's sure how all of this got startedBut we're gonna make 'em God damn certain how it's gonna endWell I could have been a famous singerIf I had someone else's voiceBut failures always sounded betterLet's fuck it up, boys, make some noiseThe sun came up with no conclusionsFlowers sleeping in their bedsThe city's cemetery's hummingI'm wide awake, it's morning


go to, then; your considerate stone.
11:13 AM
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25.1.05
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counting: none for today

i just typed a whole full sentence and erased it. i dun even know why i did that, but nvm. anyways the image that came into my mind was of tom hanks repeatedly hitting the delete button to erase this sentence in the email that he dint really mean, from you've got mail, if you know what i mean. haha! am not making sense but that's what i'm good at 99% of the time. :)

my dad went on a business trip to thailand yesterday morning and he's coming back.... today. -.- my mum asked him to stay one more day but he said he dint like to be in a place with constant congested traffic. then he could just stay in the hotel what! haha. nvm. am looking forward to what he will buy. :)

lesson's gonna start soon.



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10:03 AM
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18.1.05
just another ordinary draaaagy day
counting: 1st tennis lesson of the year is today! haha!

urm.. it's recess now and i'm supposed to be finishing my chem ws but as usual, i am not making an effort to make sense out of something i dun understand. haha! so anyways, i envy those who went foe imcb today cause today is gonna be a major draaaaag. but at least i got art and tennis to look forward to. yep!
must be positive
must be positive
must be positive.
cant wait for class cell on thursday! haha! we have like 11 christians in our class i think. whee! gotta shine for jesus! and i also wanna go yhope more often but it's kinda impossible now because i have tuition with jung in the morning and my mum is like.. you know.. haha.
ladidum. stomach is positively growling. am waiting for llama to bring me sweets. ;)



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9:57 AM
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17.1.05
fanlistings
catch-22

running


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1:10 PM
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